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Time:02:30 pm
eeeeeee gats! its been too long since i've updated.

4 months to be exact.

4 months is alot of time.. and alot of stories.. and alot of other things. wow. i've done alot in that span of time and i don't think i can type out my life for those past months. i can sum it up in a few words.

school.
fm.
mt.
philippines.
hs.hb.fh.
jalskdjfajdflkajsdlfkjasdlfj.

hahahahahaha. yeah you can tell i'm lazy. but hey i'm updating atleast.. right?

peace kids.
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Time:04:54 pm
i haven't updated this thing in awhile.. so i thought, why not?

its been the first two weeks of school and i'm really really enjoying it. i've made some really great friends. and i find myself enjoying getting up at 5:30 in the morning just to go to school. its the first time in a long time i don't feel upset/mad/ or just plain lazy to go to school. i like going to school. i like listening to my teacher. i like taking notes and learning something new everyday. i like my friends. and i just like alot of things in general. maybe its because its finally clicked in my head about school and about learning and about studying. i mean my first test and i got a 88 percent! not only that i was part of the top ten grades and i was chosen to be a group leader. so of course i picked the hottest guy to be in my group. hahaha.. its the old holly coming out on that. but anyways.. i think i've really found my calling. i've found what i want to do with my life. and i'm willing to work hard to achieve my goals. my life seems to be turning around. i know what i want and it feels good. its the first step towards my future. gahh. look at me. i sound like i'm 35 or something. but its never to early to start right?

right.

speaking of boys. i have a new crush on a boy named jon. yeah i think he knows. and i really could care less. but he has a girlfriend. so of course i have to calm myself down and just relax. but hey.. he's good eye candy and he's that extra boost to get me to school when i need it. hahahahahahaha. i'm a freaking loser.

peace kids.
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Time:11:24 pm
i've recently found myself obsessing over renting movies from blockbuster. i will literaly stay in blockbuster for a good hour and walk around the store at least 5 times finding movies i want to watch. if you have any suggestions.. let me know. in the past 2 days i've watched 3 movies.

1. monster in law
2. the pacifier
3. hitch

so far i've enjoyed all 3 movies. i kinda want to go out tomorrow.. but at the same time be a bum and rent more movies to watch from blockbuster.

peace kids.
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Time:05:06 pm

You Belong in Rome


You're a big city girl with a small town heart

Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome

Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand

And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?


What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.



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Subject:reliving my youth circa 1999.
Time:10:36 pm
Current Mood:contemplativecontemplative
*i already posted this on my myspace. but i thought i would post this for my livejournal readers. if i have any.

so last night i could not sleep. like i was up and just staring at the tv because there was nothing else to do. so what do i do? i try searching for some good nsync fan fiction. i mean.. i used to read that shit alllll the time when i was in high school. so i couldn't find any good fan fiction.. i was about to give up go to bed and stare up at my ceiling, until came on and i-med me. she asked me what i was doing and i told her that i was searching for some fan fiction. and she being my wifey... gives me the first story that i fell in love with. in fact.. i still love it to this day. its called if she only knew by fictionlyn. i mean its corny yeah and what not.. but this fictionlyn is such a good writer. that's how good it is... i can still read it til this day. the way she writes.. i can actually see it in my head. the characters are well developed and she makes you love the heroine in the story. so tiffany gives me the story.. and i stay up til 5 in the AM reading. i can't get enough of this story! i wake today and what's the first thing i do? i keep reading. i think after this story.. i stopped reading fictionlyn.. even though i love her work, i just didnt like the heroines in her last two stories. and then she wrote this story that didn't involve a nsync memeber, so that really lost my interest.

i'm still reading the story now.. i just thought to take a break. oh yeah. not only have i rediscovered my love for fan fiction.. i've also found myself listening to old school pop. lfo.. five.. 98 degrees.. old school nsync (the single and ready to mingle days).. 2 backstreet boys songs.. christina aguilera (pre weird/goth days).. britney spears (pre idiotic kevin federline days).. and one wild orchid song. it soooo great! i find myself smiling and what not just remembering the days of not worrying about anything.

one memory in particular comes to mind when i think of the pop days. calas had come over to my house and heard from one of her sources that joey fatone was going to be at the block. so me and her took a ride to the block, thanks the rents, and we went on a mission looking for joey fatone (at this time he had red hair.) we ran around the freaking block for atleast a good 2 hours.. but alas we did not find him. but it was sooo fun.. just being young.. dumb and trying to catch a glimpse of our "hero" at the time. the sad thing is.. i wonder what joey is doing. i mean yeah he's talented.. but he's forgotten. well not by me and his other fans.. but i just wonder how he's donig. how's kelly.. how's brianna. how's papa joe. *sigh.

the day nsync broke up.. i knew my childhood was over. i knew that it was time for me to grow up. but listening to these songs.. reading this story just brings me back to those days. and i'm happy. *sigh. this is what the summer does to you.. you think of the past.

peace kids.
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Time:10:42 pm

Goals for the Summer:

  • finish watching Season One of One Tree Hill
  • watch Oceans 12
  • finish watching Season One of The Golden Girls
  • learn tagalog, atleast two tagalog songs. i've been inspired by the Japanese Fob to learn.
  • alkdjasjdflkasdjf yeah. enough said.
  • soul search
  • take a vacation
  • more aljdadjkjadkjf.

the most important goal i want to fulfill is to learn to speak tagalog. i'll feel more whole just because i've been jipped from learning my peoples language. i just get sad when i go back to the Philippines and i can't even speak the language. so i'm determined to learn atleast two songs by the end of the summer and learn tagalog by december when i return home.

peace kids.

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Time:03:36 am
dear livejournal,

i'm soooo sorry i haven't updated you. in fact i haven't updated you in over a month! i'll keep this one short just because i'm lazy to type up whats been going on. honestly.. nothing has been going on. stb reunion is next saturday and i watched jesse mccartney on sunday. twas a good show. and i hate 12 year olds. alright.. i think that's all i can say for now. don't worry i'll be back livejournal.

love always,
holly


peace kids.
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Time:12:21 am
Happy Birthday to Me!!

only because jamie tagged me..

Your Phobias. Look through the Phobia List and name 3-5 phobias that you have or think you might have and tell why or when it started. Post it in your journal, then tag 5 people, and ask them to post it in thiers:

1) fear of the dark
2) fear of enclosed spaces
3) fear of people pointing their fingers at me
4) fear of oceans
5) fear of ghosts

Things you enjoy, not because you have to but because you WANT to, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it in your journal, and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs:

1) reading books
2) watching what tivo recorded me
3) sleeping
4) driving
5) shopping

now i tag.. poopoohead, imabeast, zbhdgrl. since i'm lazy i'll just tag 3 people too.

peace kids.
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Time:12:52 pm
Current Mood:anxiousanxious
so today i read that topher grace is going to be in spiderman 3. how can they do that? putting two nerds in one movie? hmmmm.. i wonder how that will turn out.

peace kids.
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Time:08:03 pm
it seems like i'm reuniting with old school peeps.
keep it coming. i'm enjoying it.
ahhhh. the memories.
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